i'm glad that i am progressing well at work. at least, i made LESSER mistakes in printing and i wasted LESSER paper now. :D

omg, i've yet to decide which degree course to apply for. most of the closings for july/august intake are beginning of may. i've got so less time to decide. major decision you know! i couldnt understand why i'm so undecisive. at times, i really envy my twin. why is he so smart?! be it studies, decision makings and everything!! i hate to compare myself with him. but again, i couldnt stop thinking about it. he's enrolled in NUS. why am i NOT in the same track too? :(

fortunately, the parents doesnt make comparison. i am really thankful for it! unexpectedly, mummy has been encouraging me to further my studies. given the disastrous polytechnic results which i've obtained throughout the 3years. it just shows that i'm wasting my time and money away. i'm actually feeling bad about it. i hope and i must not repeat these again. i need to kick away my laziness and playfulness, completely!