i am not happy these days. this time, i really mean NOT HAPPY! so many things are in my mind now. so much so, that i can just burst out crying anytime. again, i kept reminding myself that i am strong. i dont want the people around me to see me breaking down once again. yes, i got to admit that i have been hiding and keeping so much things to myself and only myself. and it is for the fact that i dont want anyone to worry about me. i believed i can handle all this burden on my own.

to my clique: thanks for the everlasting concern! i will be fine soon, i promised. (: no worries kays!! (:

to YOU: i'm sorry for what has happened. indeed, i am very glad that you understand every little bit of what i had explained to you. dont worry, i believed things will be well again!!(: after this incident, i've done a mini self-reflection. and i realised that i wasnt fair to you, seriously. my sincere apology for hurting you all this while. never did i keep to the promises that i have made with you. i got to agree with you, that things can be solved with prayers and stuffs. well.. wad i can say is, lets leave it for GOD to decide okay?(: i want to let you know this, deep down from my heart.. i still love you so. (:

and dear LORD, please give me MORE strength to move on.

lastly, thanks to the girlfriends:
- Ina (honey darling), Mas (strawberry kiwi) and Jane (berries merry) for today! (:

WO AI NI MEN ! wo mennn ishhh xiaoo princesss worz! HEHEHE. =)

i LOVE the tinkerbell necklace ! damn nice, right? hahaha!

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