WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! i feel damn damn ugly today. with swollen eyes, bad hair day, very ugly nails and a big tummy. urghhhhs. =(

wadever it is. most importantly, i felt loved. i'm like, totally touched that the friends are always there for me when i needed. ohmygawd, great thankyous!!(: thanks stephy and vin! i do appreciate, like really lah! i felt so much better after all the comfort and stuffs. oh ya, this is the first time vin is so nice can! he wrote: "A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be somewhere else". (he wants me to mention that he is nice. so BHB. haha!) indeed, its too meaningful! you guys are my happy pills! (: (: (:

ahhh. i hate to be sucha sensitive human being. seems like, i cant manage my own sensitivity well enough. i never blame anyone in any of those incidents. in fact, i always blame myself. i blamed myself for this, for that, and for everything that had happened. i ended up hurting myself. not you. not anyone of you. I HURT MYSELF. NOBODY HURTS ME BEFORE. AND IF YOU ARE HURT, ITS DEFINITELY ME WHO HURT YOU! get it?

they said BESTFRIEND is a single soul dwelling in two bodies. i so totally agree! thats the reason why i'm having the outcast misery at times. eventually, one of the body in that single soul will blame me...

ohmygawd! why am i emo-ing again?!! NONONO!

anyway, i had a great great time with the girlfriends till midnight! THANKYOU!(:

not forgetting the POPCORN CHICKEN that sister left for me last evening.(:

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