i've managed to do some self-reflection before bedtime last night. and i've came to realise that i am taking so many things for granted.

mood wasnt the best today. apart from that, i'm starting to feel the stress level going up high, for the project. i know, having the negative thoughts may not help. all it needs is the hard work and positive attitude. nothing is impossible. in fact, i am very sure that we can do it! (:

met up with the clique and amelia, joshua and weijie after school. i need all these after school events. at times, to kick away my stress. however, all these should be cut down soon. i dont mean to stay away from my dear ones or wadsoever. maybe, i should prioritize my time well.

anyway, i'm perfectly glad with the people i have, around me. i hope all these will stay forever. seriously, i dont want any drifting of friendship anymore. yes, it will hurt me like, so much.

talking about friendship. i came across these little pieces of paper while packing my drawer just now. naturally, my mind flashed back to those days again. urghhs! but anyways, we had like, some pastoral care lesson, back then. and we are supposed to write a "thankyou message" to someone in the class whom you think you are most thankful for. all in all, i've received 4 of it from yirong, lifang, shu hui and xinyi.

indeed, reading it once again makes me smile.(: its so sweet of them. however, its no longer the same now. out of the four, i'm only in good terms with xinyi till now. yes, friends come and go. but wadever it is, memories do stay. and of course, i got to admit that its a very sad thing to see them drifted away from me. oh wells, enough of emoing. no matter what, i've got to thank them for being part of my life in the past. (: 9:00 PM