thank GOD! i really did enjoy myself soo much these two days.

yesterday was dinner @changi village.

with alvin, sherlyn, ivy, angie, nick and derrick!(:

ohmyohmy! i always felt soo loved with them around.

it doesnt mean that i dont feel loved when i'm with the rest of my precious friends.

perhaps, the feeling is just somewhat different.

no matter wad, i'm indeed very thankful to have friends who are there for me.

especially those really true ones. THANKYOU!

well, i can't get myself to imagine living in this world w/o family and friends.

i guessed it will be very much miserable...

i can't imagine living in this world, w/o other humans' guidance.

i guessed i will never ever know which path to go...

i might just end up in the wrong path...

and will never ever be what i am today.

sometimes, i must admit that i tend to be too secretive to most people.

i tend to be very closed-up.

however, its not done on purpose.

i just dont want to let them worry.

i just wish that nobody else has to share my sorrows with me, except myself.

i dont like to rely on others too much.

i want to be independent.

and most importantly, i want the people around me to be happy.

if anyone happens to be sad, i dunno why but i will get so affected as well.

some people once told me that i'm very emotional and sensitive towards others,

but strong towards myself.

is it really true? till now, i'm still unsure abt it.

mayb i can say that i'm faking out the smile most of the time.

alright, enough of emo emo againn.

i met xinyi and gerald today.

simplyy lovee her lahs.

mocha, mocha!
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