its tuesday and i havent started on my revision yet. god damn it! i'm in dead shit! oh my gawd! this is the worst period of time ever. i hate preparing for exams. can i not have exams please? it only makes me feel like the worst loser in the whole Temasek Poly!

anyway, i was chatting with cheryl. the oh-so-long-friend of mine. shes damn funny. she said that i'm always placing myself in the negative side since primary1. like wth! i couldnt even recall wads my character like back in those childhood days. and yet. she rmbs every single thing of me. good good! she can be my time machine! oh yay! okae, so she was saying i shld place myself in the positive side. well, in fact, i've been placing myself in the positive side before. but somehow when things aint going the way i expected all i had was even lower self-esteem. so why make things worst for myself right? indeed, i tried the alternative ways, which is to place myself in the negative side. and i realised its better this way. i just dun expect anything good for myself. so when it turns out bad, i dun really feel bad and when things turn out to be good. i feel double joy!;)

so girlfriend.. i know u hav been saying all that for my good! i do hope that things will get in my way. no worries. a stronger girl i can be! in fact, i'm stronger than yesterday! lol. and heys, i really miss u loads la.. talking sessions only aft my exams, which is 31st august!! looking forward!

on top of that, i feel loved? cherished? happy of course! thanks to my clique who have constantly encourage me, be it anything! and yes! YOU! for all that you've done. you are just oh so sweet so sweet so sweet!

just had a game "bejeweled" with sean. and i won the 4 out of 5 rounds! luck is on my side today! wahahas. ok, i seriously need to go and search for all the notes that is everywhere in the room!! 5:14 PM