first and foremost. i apologise to those whom i have given attitute today. its not a good day for me afterall. due to a quarrell with him last evening. u said its unnecessary for the arguments and stuffs. in the first place, you were the one who started it first. didnt you? well, i admitted i'm partly at fault, i've not been as nice as how you treated me. all along, you have been making so much sacrifices for me. i knew it. and i really do cherish everything. in fact, most of the time, i m being selfish, i m taking things for granted, i seldom keep to my promises. i have not been giving in and instead, i am so demanding. you are always putting on a smile, so on and so forth... but deep down in your heart. i know u are toleraing. even thought u didnt tell me. sincerely, i thank you for what u have done for me. i truly <3 u.=))

oh yea. adding on to my bad day. some people so damn rude la. if u think you were just kidding or whatever. please go and reflect on how childish you are! i hate you. please get off my SIGHT! oh ya, theres just so many fakers around me. disgusting! $%#%#@@!@(*&^!!!!!

after school, went on a short car ride with joshua. he is forever so funny and i feel so great aft laughing with him. esp aft sucha bad day in school. thanks man! i want to have more! =X

then went to pick jane from bedok to join us. she has grown prettier! oh mei mei wors! LOL LOL! its been a year since we last meet up. so yay, u can imagine how much of catching up we've got. its really amazing that she knows sherlyn and her husband too. wad a small world afterall?! now i know, i can ask her along with us for outings! by the way, jane.. do take things easy and learn to be strong k. dun be afraid to call me when u need to talk to someone. am i really that fierce? lol.

then came back home to cook instant noodles for myself. had green bean soup and took a nap all the way till 8plus. the feeling is really damn shiok la~

oh right. i know i should be studying hard for my term test. but my mind is just not in the correct mode. how i wish i could really sit down and study for hours non-stop. like how i used to hav long concentrations during secondary school days. i really need to have self-discipline. like for now!!! i need to smack myself hard enough!!! yes. i should!

ok enough said. i am going to sleep. nayasumi nasai. is this correct? lol! 10:16 PM